While pondering over something, someone suddenly came across my mind. 

Mr.HR - We were very closed. He had always made himself availabe for me.

Until.. the day he found his other half, and things changed.

I don't blame him though. He did the right thing.

So, what I wanna say is..

I didn't realize how significant his presence was in my life till last night, the day I reread all our text messages again. He was there for me all the way, through my ups & downs in those difficult 3-4 years. No, I wasn't senseless, I knew what he wanted, yet I ignored. Maybe because the spark wasn't there. Whatever the case is now, I want him to know how blessed & grateful I was & am to have him, once as my bestest friend. The one that I had always turn to in any case at any time back then.

Thank you dude!

Your soon to be wife surely is one lucky lady!

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This coming December, his relationship status gonna change from single to married.

Happy he finally found his love of his life, sad knowing the fact that I no longer have the luxury of having someone with so much availabilty for me.