this video,

https://youtu.be/_CAMx7nkP8o

made me cry a river this Raya first..

over everything and anything, I don't want anything bad happen to me (pray to God) because I don't want to burden anyone anymore..more than others, I know I burdened them (my family members) even if they denied that everytime I mentioned it (which was sooo kind of them)..

because I am abah's hope, family's hope for a reason or two..

May God Al-Mighty protect me, and you guys too my reader.

xoxo.love.